Topic: Getting frustrated
I know I'm not the only one near-due here... who else is getting frustrated?
Had a midwife appointment yesterday, she said she would not be surprised to see me go this weekend. Of course then I was crampy and back-achy. Went grocery shopping, and for a walk, cramping stopped but my pelvis is on fire! Hence the reason it's nearly 4am and I've been up for 2 hours already... insomnia, aches, I'm tired but can't sleep, can't get comfortable, but apparently can't just go into labour either!
ETA: Midwife stats after being made into a human meat puppet yesterday. Baby boy is fully engaged. The widest part of his head is at the narrowest part of my (broken) pelvis, making most positions feel "grind-y". Also feel like he is going to fall out of my bum at any minute, and coughing or sneezing put a lot of pressure on my perineum. Cervix, however, is still quite far back, long, thick, but super super soft and squishy, and 1cm. Basically meaning, with my history, I could have this baby in 3 hours or 3 weeks.
Just needed to whine, sorry!