Topic: So elated to so deflated

Stupid nausea. If it hadn't been for nausea, I never would have tested early or got blood work done. And now I'm feeling it still even though it was a chemical pregnancy. I guess I would have eventually tested since AF is late, but living with my happy news for a few days longer seems worse than not knowing.

I'm really scared to start bleeding. The grieving is already difficult without that. Waiting for it to start happening is excruciating. Maybe I'll feel more resolved after.

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I am so sorry you are going through this. Sending you virtual hugs.

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TTC from 06/2015...Baby M born 11/24/16!

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Thank you. I started bleeding Friday. It was so much more painful and emotional than I thought it would be. Support means a lot.

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I am so sorry. We experienced an early loss, and it was so hard and so painful. Take it a day at a time - or an hour, or a minute - whatever you can handle. Wishing you peace.

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So sorry.

Nicole-SMBC-39y/o-TTC since Jan. 2013
IUI~BFP (BORN STILL) AT 16w5d 4/3/14
Chemicals~IUI 7/24/14;8/21;BFNs~9/25;10/19;IVF#1-2/21/15~No embies made to blast.
IVF#2-BFP~4/16 trans. 2 embies
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