Topic: Moved on...but it all comes back...

After years and years of trying age caught up and I had to give up. Years of not being able to get pregnant at all then several chemical pregnancies..one fabulous one that made it til 11 wks. Oct. of 2016 last try. You can go on with your life...what choice do you have...but some days it all comes back and hurts again..probably a combination of holidays and washing up my granddaughters tiny outgrown things so her mom could sell them...but I am sad today...no one else in the world could understand but those of you that have been through this. I hope your journeys end with a baby in your arms...I adopted children and have "adopted" grandchildren. I love them but it is NOT the same...You are not alone....

Re: Moved on...but it all comes back...

Sorry you're having a tough time today! Just keep in mind that grief doesn't have a time limit, and it's not a linear process.

Re: Moved on...but it all comes back...

I understand how you feel. I have had two losses and no children, and the holidays are hard. My brothers are both married with children and others that have not been through this kind of loss don't seem to have the frame of reference to understand. I've stopped explaining to people why I don't go to baby showers.  I hope you feel better soon.
You are in my thoughts.

TTC #1: August 2017 - ICI BFP- miscarried @7weeks
TTC#2:  December 2017- ICI, IUI- BFP! - Will induce @ 38 weeks (9/10/18 ) Can't wait to meet my sweet baby boy!