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I went for some bloodwork yesterday morning, and my hcg was only 2, which is considered negative. It makes sense because I stopped bleeding on Wednesday. Anyway, the next step is to call on the first day of my next period to get my Clomid prescription. Today is CD10, and I'll start POAS soon to make sure I surge, even though it's going to feel strange and sad to not go in for an IUI when I do. I'm hoping this cycle is over within my normal range (between 28 and 30 days, always a 12 day luteal phase), so we can jump right back in in January.

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Today is CD9, and I'm excited to start POAS soon. This round of Clomid has been the same as others: hot flashes, trouble sleeping, acne, and so on, but I'm so hoping that it will be worth it. My guess is that my smiley will arrive around the 16th as usual, and I'll go in for my IUI two days later. Last month's smiley was later than usual, but I'm sure my body was just adjusting to the hormones. We've recently had some home issues (frozen then bursting pipes, fixed and then a surprise flooded basement), so TTC again will be a welcome bright spot.

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My IUI was at 9:20 this morning, approximately 39 hours after my +OPK (but possibly longer because I hadn't tested since about 7 hours before then). The specimen was much better: 14 million, compared to last time's 4 million. The speculum hurt the worst ever this time, but it's all for the cause. On to yet another TWW...

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Okay, I need to vent. I'm 13dpo with a normal 12 day LP, but all three tests I've taken have been negative. I should mention two things that could swing the situation one way or the other: With my "chemical pregnancy" (I hate calling it that, for some reason.), I didn't get a bfp until 14dpo, AND, last month, the first full cycle after the loss, I didn't start spotting until 13dpo, which will be today of this cycle. Before the loss, I would spot on 12dpo (sometimes even 11dpo) and have my full flow the next day. Did the loss just mess me up for good or temporarily? Here's what I've been feeling:

- super emotional. As in, DP commented that this has been my "worst month on Clomid, but at least we know it's working." I was very grumpy up until about 10dpo, mostly because I was convinced I wasn't pregnant.

- absolutely zero breast tenderness, still. I always get sore breasts before my period. Even my first month on Clomid, when the soreness didn't come until 11dpo, that was very late for me.

- cramps for the past few days. In fact, I keep running to the bathroom expecting to see blood because they feel exactly like the period-is-coming-any-minute kind, but I'm not even spotting. In fact, my cm doesn't even smell metallic, which it usually does the day that I begin spotting. HOWEVER, speaking of CM, I don't feel creamy the way I did when I got my last bfp. I'm watery the way I always am before my period starts.

- MEGA cramps after an orgasm yesterday. I mean, wth was that? I swear I cramped for two hours afterward, and I have no memory of that ever happening to me before without being accompanied by my actual period.

- odd rectal pressure at bedtime last night. No, I'm not constipated. In fact, I've been having either diarrhea or "loose stool" for most of my TWW, often twice per day instead of my usual one time in the morning.

- Most memorably, I was so nauseous at work on Friday (8dpo) that I couldn't even eat lunch. I'm an eater, so this does not happen to me. Then, on my way home at 5:30pm, I had a pounding headache, which I VERY rarely get. Because I had an empty stomach? Once I arrived home, I pretty much ate everything in sight because I was ravenous.

- bouts of insomnia, which can be normal for me...except for Friday night (after the day of nausea) into Saturday morning when I awoke at 1:30am and just stayed awake into the day! We're "early to bed, early to rise" people (usually in bed by 9 to get up at 5), so I had been sleeping since about 8:30, and our son ended up getting up at around 3, anyway, so I was up to hang out with him.

I think that's it. What's bothering me for a few reasons is that when I got my last bfp, I felt different. I felt pregnant. My nipples were sensitive, my ears were ringing, my cm smelled completely new and sweet. But I lost that one. I don't feel "pregnant" right now, but I've read a gazillion stories online about how plenty of women have no symptoms before bfp. Could this be it? Will I lose it again? Am I being ridiculous and will just start spotting later today?

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Still no spotting, and CM is starting to get creamier and smell sweeter. I can't believe it yet, but I think it's happened again. I'll test in the morning. I've had some pretty extreme light-headedness for much of the day today, but it could just be because I'm so tired after being up since 3:30am today. Could it really be? Already? Please, God, let it be, and let this one stick.

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There was a little bit of brown cm when I wiped a little while ago, and there is a hint of a metal smell. I think I may have fooled myself.

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It's the morning now, and I was crazy and tested at midnight and 5am--both negative. There's no brown when I wipe, but with an internal check, its amount has increased. I'm almost positive that my period is starting today, which actually completely makes sense for how late I got the smiley two days before the IUI.

The last time I asked for the trigger shot, I was told that I don't need it because I ovulate on my own and am already using Clomid just to boost it, but when I call as soon as I get my full flow, I'm going to remind her that we only have two vials left which makes timing even more crucial.

Maybe I had to live through this TWW to remind me of how stupid it is to obsess and tht whatever's meant to be will be and all that crap. It just can't ever be easy. But why is it so damn easy for some people?

Hopefully, try #7 will be the lucky one.

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I seem to have brought it on by my last post. We're officially out again.

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Well, I'm getting my 100mg of Clomid AND the trigger shot. I'm sure they feel sorry for me with my dwindling collection of sperm vials, so it wasn't hard to convince them. This will be a brand new kind of roller coaster ride. I hope I will somehow be less of a b!tch than I was this past month because I was horrible, but something tells me it won't be pretty again. Sigh.

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So I'm on CD10 and had a nightmare last night that a doctor told me that we'd been wasting our time because there's something wrong with my uterus.  He could tell because of a rash that I had near my belly button.  The rash was all over my stomach, like circular, flaky bumps that were really itchy.  I was devastated, and I can't shake it.

In other news, my Ovidrel shot arrived in the mail yesterday, so I'll be triggering on the evening that I get my smiley in the afternoon (which is typical for me).  I'll start POAS tomorrow.

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I have spent the past eight months of my life waiting...to ovulate, to test, to bleed after chemical pregnancy, to hear results of bloodwork, to feel symptoms, to take Clomid, to trigger. It's endless. Right now, it's CD16, and I'm still waiting for my smiley. I've had EWCM for three days, which is excessive for me. I guess the higher dose of Clomid is messing with me and delaying things. The dry skin and nightmares have also been distracting to say the least. More waiting...

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The smiley arrived at noon, so I'll be triggering tonight and having the IUI on Sunday morning! The timing will be the same as when I got pregnant, and I'm hoping the hcg shot will give my egg(s) a boost! Yay!

ETA: I pay more attention to "signs" than I should for sanity's sake, but I like these for this cycle: This is our 7th try, and I got the smiley on CD16 (1+6=7), and my IUI will be on February 16th (same). I would also be due just a few days after the last IUI that got me pregnant. I've been making sure that the volume of my car radio has been either 7, 16, or 25; I heat things in the microwave for 2:50 or 3:40. These are just some examples of how crazy I am.

However, I'm always a bit OCD like this, so it's not new, and I actually feel calmer and more optimistic than last month when I was a force to be reckoned with. Anyway, off to enjoy the weekend and not have to pee on anything else!

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My dad passed away on March 28, 2012, and his name was Robert. He was the biggest influence on my childhood and one of my best friends. There is a long story--with many parts--that makes me associate him with robins since his passing.

Every time I have an IUI and the nurse/doctor leaves me to lie down for fifteen minutes, I spend some of the time talking to my dad and asking him to help me out. I usually cry a little and then move on with my day.

Today, the nurse who did the deed was especially talkative and supportive. The IUI took longer than usual because the catheter wouldn't cooperate (so my speculum time was like tripled, which wasn't fun), but it felt like the timing was right, and the sample was good (12 million). She stopped beside my head and put her hand on my shoulder before she left, and she wished me luck. The last time someone touched me on the way out of one of those rooms was the time I got pregnant and my doctor had put her hand on my knee on her way out.

I walked out of the building and was just about to call my DP when I was startled by the flapping of several birds. I looked up and saw at least twenty of them flying back and forth between trees in the parking lot. I looked closer to discover that they were robins. I've never seen so many of them in one place in my life. Not to mention that I think it's early for them to be here because of the cold and snow, isn't it? I don't know. But that moment sure gave me hope.

On a related note, I felt the most intense ovulation pains I've ever felt today, from what would have been 38 hours after trigger (and one hour after IUI) until about six hours later. I can only hope that it all worked out in there the way it was supposed to!

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I'm 6dpo, and things have been pretty usual, aside from some nipple soreness that I'm guessing can be attributed to the trigger shot. I haven't tested at all and don't really want to "test it out" because I truly have no interest in looking at a false positive. Anyway, my DP, who rarely remembers her dreams, had a dream a few nights ago that I was pregnant and in labor and easily delivered one healthy baby (but she didn't remember if the baby was a boy or girl). She's never had a dream like that before me. As for me, I've always been a vivid dreamer, especially in my luteal phase, and Clomid gives me so many nightmares that I've actually started referring to them as my "Clomid nightmares" (clever, I know). Last night, I had a vivid dream that one of my best friends from high school told me that she's pregnant, and all I could do is cry and cry because I was jealous that she and her husband had only tried a few times. I woke up feeling so ashamed, guilty, and disappointed.

Anyway, I suppose today begins my one week wait, which was when I turned into a monster last month. In preparation, I've downloaded a new book to read and have a whole new set of 130 student essays to grade to keep me busy.

ETA: My DP just asked me if I remember sitting up and grabbing her arm in my sleep last night. She said I grabbed it hard and told her something urgent that she can't remember. I have zero recollection, and I've never done that in the thirteen years we've known each other. I've sat up and talked but never grabbed her physically. A little back story: One of the first signs that we knew she was pregnant before a bfp was that she woke me up in the middle of the night insisting that there was a motor running under her feet. Like I said before, her dreams are rarely intense or memorable. So is it the hcg in me that made it happen last night? It's too early for pregnancy symptoms, right? I'm 6dpo but 8dptrigger. Who knows?

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For the first time in my whole life, I had bleeding with a bowel movement today. If you've followed my story, you know my family's history with colon cancer, so this terrified me; however, I literally felt something tear, almost like I was passing something sharp and triangular (tmi)? I've been slightly constipated since the trigger shot, so I'm going to hope for that. If it happens again, I'll call my pcp. Dr. Google isn't telling me much.

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No more rectal bleeding today, thank goodness. I did give in and test to see if the trigger would show up. It was negative. I'm 7dpo and 9dptrigger, so I guess it's gone. My nipples are still sore (since about 4dpo) which is unusual for me on Clomid, which has seemed to make my breasts feel absolutely nothing, except for the cycle when I was pregnant.

This just sucks. I don't want to see any more of other people's BFPs. I know that sounds horrible and selfish and mean, but why not us? What more do we have to do?

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Don't ask me why I tested this morning at only 10dpo, but I got a negative on a CBD, which is all I have. My DP tried to convince me not to do it, but I had a dream that I was a few months pregnant, and I just wanted so much for it to be true. I don't think I'm pregnant yet again this cycle. I just don't feel anything unusual. Do I really need to start looking at new donors? We bought EIGHT VIALS, and it wasn't enough? I know we have one more to go, but clearly my body isn't cooperating. What's wrong with me? Why is it so much faster for so many other women?

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12dpo here, with a normal 12 day LP. Before bed last night, I had light brown cm on toilet paper. I usually spot the day before my period, so I was slightly confused because I know the day I ovulated because of the trigger shot + massive ovulation pains the day of IUI. Needless to say, I slept poorly because I kept thinking I was getting my period. I wore a pad all night, and the strangest part is that I feel a little like it's here...but nothing else has come out of me. I did an internal check last night, also, and there was nothing but wet cm on my finger. There's nothing now when I wipe, but I will repeat that I feel like I'm getting my period any second, minus cramps. BFN this morning, by the way. My guess is that the full-on spotting will start later today. I'll keep you posted.

ETA: I just did another internal check before my morning shower, and there was a lot of brown wetness. It's another no. Un-freaking-believable.

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Hmmm, this is the second month in a row that my period is extremely watery and bright red...like so thin that it just bypasses a super plus tampon. Clomid? More polyps? Time to call the doctor.

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Today is CD7 (kind of...the first day of my period ended up being really watery brown, so I'm not sure if I should count it as CD1 or my usual pre-period spotting...I'm just counting it as CD1 because I had to change my tampon a few times...This also affected when I chose to begin my Clomid, which I decided to do on CD4 instead of CD3 because that first day was so sketchy), and I just met with my doctor about how we will be changing things for a possible next cycle.  This is my last cycle on Clomid, and I will be trying Letrozole next time.  She's confident that I will become pregnant at some point soon because all of my tests have panned out.  She's not worried about the weird periods, especially because this past one was much better than last month's; she said it could be anything from hormonal fluctuations after the miscarriage to Clomid-related things.  Anyway, I'm doing my best not to focus on the fact that this is our last vial with H's donor, so I have a Plan B already in mental place (a.k.a. another donor and the funds to purchase and ship five IUI vials to the clinic).  I can't allow myself to be lost or devastated on a potential next CD1.  I might still be one or both of those things when the time comes, but I'm working consciously to maintain optimism and control.

The worst will be disappointing my DP and eventually our kids, if they even end up caring if they're biologically related.  I just can't help but feel like something in this process is my fault.

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It's cd16, and because I hadn't gotten a smiley with FMU or SMU, my clinic had me come in for blood work and an ultrasound. By the time I got there, my LH was high enough that it would have registered the smiley (10am). I was happy to have the ultrasound and confirm that I have two mature follicles: one on the left at 21mm and one on the right at 20mm. I will be triggering tonight and going for my IUI on Monday morning at 8am.

She gave me a choice to trigger right away and do the IUI tomorrow or trigger tonight and come Monday morning, saying that it doesn't make much of a difference either way because there is a 24-36 hour window to catch an egg after it's been released. I chose the later time because frozen sperm have such a short life span, and she said that made sense. Plus, last time I got "pregnant", the IUI was practically two whole days after my smiley.

My lining was a 15 compared to october's 12. Does anyone have experience with a thickening lining? Is it indicative of something like endometriosis? Trying not to overanalyze.

Anyway, I predicted that this timing would happen and already prepared something for a substitute teacher to do on Monday morning, so I can relax this weekend. Please, God, let this one be the one.

ETA: My LH was 17 at 10am, and I just POAS at 12:30 out of curiosity, and still no smiley. Weird. Well, that at least eases my mind about definitely not going tomorrow. My body sure can be pokey.

ETA one more time: I tested two more times and still no smiley, so I quit testing. Blood is more accurate than urine. What this makes me question is whether my smileys have been arriving later in my surge than I thought. It doesn't really matter for this cycle because the trigger will release the two mature follicles, but if I have more cycles, I guess I should push for an ultrasound shortly after I notice EWCM, which started on Thursday this week (ultrasound Saturday).

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The last time my doctor was the one who did my IUI, I got pregnant. So when she walked into the room today, I literally started weeping. I told her I was just so happy to see her. Not only was I happy that she was going to perform the procedure herself, but I was also happy to get to ask her questions about my blood work and ultrasound. She said that my hormone levels were perfect, and my lining looked great. When I asked if it was too thick, she said there wasn't really such a thing at the time of ovulation; when she was concerned last year during my polypectomy, it was because it was a little thick for being so early in my cycle, when it was supposed to have shed during my period. Anyway, our sperm count was 10 million today, which is perfectly fine with me. After she finished, she put her hand on my knee like she did in November, and I cried for the entire ten minutes that I spent alone on the table afterward. I prayed and begged and talked to my dad, and I spoke directly to the baby and asked him/her to come this time because I've been waiting so long. Now for more waiting.

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I'm 7dpo and woke up this morning with pretty intense vertigo symptoms. I sat up with the room spinning and actually lost my balance once or twice while walking on our treadmill. I sometimes feel mildly dizzy a day or two before my period, but this is very early. During my cp cycle, I started getting bouts of dizziness at 8dpo. Is it too early, anyway? Maybe I'm just coming down with something? Maybe I'm just producing extra progesterone this cycle?

ETA: I just took a shower, and it was kind of scary. I had to steady myself on the wall a few times. This isn't normal.

ETA: The dizziness lasted most of that morning and reappeared two or three times on 8dpo, but it's now the morning of 9dpo, and I feel fine (unless you count exhaustion because our three-year-old was up twice!).

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My donor choice sold out. This is a cruel joke. The other two I like are unavailable. What the hell are we going to do? Look at another bank? This is overwhelming.

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Okay, I've spent a lot of time looking at donors today and have found two more, with one as a clear front-runner who has all of our criteria, and I swear he wasn't listed before. He's pretty perfect, but he doesn't have many vials. I'll be calling ASAP on Monday morning. Other than that, I've been alternating between being completely calm and detached to being emotional and on the brink of tears at any moment. I just need to know at this point. I truly feel like I'm getting my period. Nothing is the same as my pregnancy cycle - no creamy cm, no ringing in my ears, no erect nipples. Let's just get this over with.

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It's the evening of 12dpo, and I'm not spotting. In fact, I've alternated between creamy and sticky cm all day (I wore a pad just in case.). You probably know how I can't resist internal checks this close to my period because brown cm and/or metallic-smelling cm will always be my dead giveaway. Nothing but a few small globs of creamy white on my fingertip with barely a scent at all.

But I feel like my period is coming. I've felt it all day. I haven't had cramps per se, but I have that heavy abdomen period feeling. My breasts aren't any more sore than usual, and I haven't been feeling dizzy anymore. I'm definitely constipated, but that occasionally happens to me shortly before my period (usually diarrhea, though).

I'm oddly calm about the whole thing. I think I have to be. Wouldn't I feel different if I were pregnant? I felt different last time, but that one didn't stick. Maybe a lack of symptoms would be a good sign, then?

Oh, who am I kidding? Just because my period came a day early last month doesn't mean it couldn't come a day late this month.

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I have no idea who even reads this thread besides a couple of people, and I don't want to make a big deal out of this until my betas are good, but I got a positive on a digital about ten minutes ago at 3:30am because I can't sleep. I think I just knew, even though I had like NO SIMILAR SYMPTOMS to the last time. The only thing that I've felt that did not point to my period was vertigo last week. Also, this is the only other TWW in which I did NOT have a bfp dream. Anyway, I'm thrilled and shocked, but I can't trust it yet, so I can't announce it yet.

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I'll wait for the big announcement in the other threads because I totally understand you wanting to be cautious, but can I just say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  smile

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Lucky #10 - IVF!
Two sweet baby girls (IVF 2015, FET 2017)

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Haha, thank you! I just left my first blood draw and have my second appointment on Tuesday morning. The nurse tried to give me a pep talk about not worrying about today's number, and I said, "I've been here before, so I get it. Today's will definitely be above 50 to have registered on the digital, but it's Tuesday's I'm worried about." She was really sweet and told me that there's absolutely nothing I can do help or hurt the cause right now, so I have to try to relax. Really, thank you for your support. I still can't believe it. I was so sure I was getting my period.

ETA: I just noticed we're almost TTC twins. This was also our 8th try, and we also used Clomid and Ovidrel with our IUI. Maybe it will be lucky for you, too!

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Oh hooray!!

Had to come back to say that I can't stop thinking about you and smiling like a fool!!

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Thank you!!! You're also next!

First beta this morning = 144@13dpo smile

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Great first beta!  It's making me hopeful for my lucky #8!

35 years old - SMBC * 3 ICIs, 6 IUIs, 1 ectopic, 1 chemical, blocked left tube.
Lucky #10 - IVF!
Two sweet baby girls (IVF 2015, FET 2017)

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Hot d@mn that's a great beta!!!!

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I've been avoiding the boards since AF came, but I am so HAPPY for you!!  This was H's donor too, right!?  I'm excited to hear your next beta, because your first sounds amazing!  Congrats!

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Thank you, all three of you. I was SO SURPRISED to see the triple digits! R is joking that it's twins, but I know the first beta doesn't accurately predict that. Yes, this was our very last vial of H's donor. I still can't believe it worked. I was all ready to call tomorrow morning to order five vials of a new donor.

Let's all be pregnant together! Positive thoughts to everyone!

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Congrats! I've been following your board as we did our last IUI on 03/17 too, unfortunately doesn't look like this month is going to end well for us but so happy that it happened for you especially on your last vial! Congrats again!

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IUI #1- 07/12-BFN, IUI #2 08/12-BFN, ICI at home 10/12- BFN, Back to Back IUI #3 08/13-BFN, IUI #4 09/13-BFN, IUI #5 03/14- BFN, IUI #6 05/14- BFN, IUI #7 06/14-BFN
KD-10/14-BFN KD-12/14-BFN IUI #8 3/15 BFN, IUI #9 4/15 BFN, IUI #10 6/17 BFN
Potential Adoptive Parents- Baby Due November 2017!
IUI #8 04/15- BFN

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Thanks! Don't count yourself out yet. I was positive I was going to get my period. Good luck!

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I'd be lying if I said I'm not terrified of my second blood draw tomorrow. The idea of it makes me sweat. What if it doesn't double? What if it goes down? I just can't imagine going through that again. Or maybe it's more accurate to say that I CAN imagine it.

In other news, my throat is killing me, I'm super constipated, and my insomnia is at an all-time peak.

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I won't tell you to relax because I know I'd be the same way.  But just keep thinking about your great first number.  Isn't it higher than your betas last time?  And you didn't have the same TWW symptoms this time around - in this case I think different is a good sign!!!

35 years old - SMBC * 3 ICIs, 6 IUIs, 1 ectopic, 1 chemical, blocked left tube.
Lucky #10 - IVF!
Two sweet baby girls (IVF 2015, FET 2017)

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Chemical pregnancy cycle - 61@14dpo

So, yes, it's much higher. Thank you!

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Congratulations! So happy for you! Our 1st beta was 396 with a singleton so I wouldn't pay attention to the numbers just yet. Good luck!  smile

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Wow, that's high! Thanks for sharing.

I just peed on my last FRER because I had never made one positive before (didn't try the month of the chemical because I ran out), and it was super positive, so that was fun. smile

Tomorrow can't come soon enough. The big question is whether I'll have the will power to wait until later in the day to check the message about my level. Last time, I was teaching and practically had a meltdown right in front of my middle schoolers.

Did I mention that I'm not sleeping much? So tired.

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Well, I slept until 3am this morning, which is an improvement over the last two nights. It's 4:00 now, and my blood test is in a little over three hours. If my number is good today, I will stop posting in this thread out of respect for what this section of the board is meant for and the women who post here because they are struggling. I've been there, and I came to this side for solace, and I know how hard it can be to see someone else's bfp.

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I hope the day passes quickly for you!  I'll be checking back to see that big number! smile

35 years old - SMBC * 3 ICIs, 6 IUIs, 1 ectopic, 1 chemical, blocked left tube.
Lucky #10 - IVF!
Two sweet baby girls (IVF 2015, FET 2017)

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Good luck today!  My thoughts are with you!

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Thank you so much! It's 344! This is really happening!!!

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Wow, big jump!!  Congratulations!!!!

35 years old - SMBC * 3 ICIs, 6 IUIs, 1 ectopic, 1 chemical, blocked left tube.
Lucky #10 - IVF!
Two sweet baby girls (IVF 2015, FET 2017)

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Congratulations!!! Those are fantastic beta numbers!!!!

TTC #1: BFP Cycle #11 IVF (2014)
TTC #2: IVF April 2017
             BFP: FET Due February 2018

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*virtual jumping up and down while yelling for joy*. Congrats!!!!!

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Thank you SO MUCH!

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