Re: Hoping for a baby for our 5th anniversary....
Having a bit of self doubt and anxiety today for some reason. I think I just feel like I'm destined to be disappointed again. I really hope that is not the case, but just feeling a litle down. A friend whom I haven't seen in a few months came by last night and she started talking about how several of our college friends are pregnant with their second or third child and how everytime she hears about someone she can't help but think about my DW and I and how great we will be as parents and how unfair it is that it hasn't happened for us yet. I was telling her how if the next couple of times don't work we will probably start down the adoption route and she kept saying "no you can't give up you are going to have a baby of your own". While I appreciate her positivity I think it started me on the self doubting route again because no one can guarantee that I will ever be pregnant or give birth. I read a quote recently that said "Faith in God also means faith in his timing." I am trying so hard to stick to those words and keep the faith that it will happen, but some days it's just so hard to do.
IUI #1- 07/12-BFN, IUI #2 08/12-BFN, ICI at home 10/12- BFN, Back to Back IUI #3 08/13-BFN, IUI #4 09/13-BFN, IUI #5 03/14- BFN, IUI #6 05/14- BFN, IUI #7 06/14-BFN
KD-10/14-BFN KD-12/14-BFN IUI #8 3/15 BFN, IUI #9 4/15 BFN, IUI #10 6/17 BFN
Potential Adoptive Parents- Baby Due November 2017!
IUI #8 04/15- BFN