Topic: So elated to so deflated
Stupid nausea. If it hadn't been for nausea, I never would have tested early or got blood work done. And now I'm feeling it still even though it was a chemical pregnancy. I guess I would have eventually tested since AF is late, but living with my happy news for a few days longer seems worse than not knowing.
I'm really scared to start bleeding. The grieving is already difficult without that. Waiting for it to start happening is excruciating. Maybe I'll feel more resolved after.