Topic: Can I Vent...hurt and frustrated
I went to dr. today as my dr. had instructed me too last Wed. when I lost the baby. He had been the one to give me my fertility drugs and been so excited for me when I got my bfp. He had given me his private number with instructions to call him anytime. It was him I called the night I was losing the baby. He walks into the appt. and asks me how the baby was doing what?)(&$#@ He knows I lost the baby. I reminded him and he says oh sorry. I reminded him that he thought maybe there may have been twins and I asked him to rerun the hcg level so see if possibly there might have been two or even asked about an ultrasound. He poo pooed both ideas. The only thing he gave me was a script for a low dose of Xanax for anxiety. With my insurance I have to go through him. I guess the only thing I can do now is just get some good home pregnancy tests and watch to see if levels go down enough to read not pregnant. My bleeding had slowed down but painful cramping today and heavier bleeding with clots so I really don't think there is a way I could still be PG but I feel so hurt. I guess I am stupid for thinking a dr. could be a friend...my mistake.