Topic: Wasn't meant to be...

I lost the baby last night. Wed. night I had pain but no cramping or bleeding but cramping started Thurs. afternoon. I let things happen naturally. I know some of you have had cramping and bleeding and went on to have healthy pregnancies and because of that I will get checked out and retested next week but I don't hold out any hope. I don't regret trying and I had a fabulous week the time I had with my baby..and I feel that way about all my losses. I won't try again. I will have to pop on here to see what I hope are happy endings for the rest of you. Thank you for all your support.

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I'm so sorry.  I'll still hold out hope for you that everything is all right.

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I am so sorry, old mama

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Sweet little Rose was born on Feb 25th
Baby #1: Lucky #7 July 2015 - BFP 
Our little girl, Hope, was born at 20w4d after PPRoM. She passed away 2 hours after birth.

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I'm so sorry.

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So sorry.

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July 2016- IVF w/BC/Lupron/Gonal-f/Ovidrel - converted to IUI-  BFN
Sept 2016-IVF w/BC/Lupron/Gonal-f/Ovidrel- Two 3d ET- BFP @ 9dp3dt,  Beta#1: 209 @ 12dp3dt, #2: 782 @ 15dp3dt - EDD 6/3/17 - It's a Boy!

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i am so sorry sad

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3 times after loss ( Jan 2016, Feb 2016 and March 2016 all BFN. (with donor 9717)
RE assisted IUI medicated 5/16 & 6/16 BPN
ICI with donor 7062 August 2016-BPN
ICI with IVF-IUI Vials 10/31 & 11/1

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I am so sorry.  Hoping and praying that baby is doing well. Hugs!

SMBC: TTC since 12/2014: 3 home attempts: 2 BFN & 1 chemical. 3 medicated Dr assisted IUI's: 2 BFN & 1 BFP (04/24/15) with twins in May (new donor) MC with D&C @ 9w. 4th IUI 09/17/15: BFN. 10/15: hsg good. 11/15: BFN. 01/16: BFN. 05/16: Embryos arrested. IVF failed 06/16: KD BFN 07/16: KD BFN 09/16: IUI #7 with donor sperm BFP-MC at 9w w/ D&C. 02/17: diagnosed with hetero compound MTHFR & clotting mutation. 03/09/17 IUI #8: chemical pregnancy. IUI #9: 04/19/17 BFN LOOKING FOR EMBRYO'S TO ADOPT

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I'm sorry take care of yourself. Let us know if you need anyone to talk to

TTC attempt 1: ICI Dec 2015 BFN/Attempt 2-3 IUI Jan&April 2016 BFN/Attempt 4: 1ICI 1 IUI May 2016 BFN/Attempt 5-7: ICI-June, Sept, Nov 2016 BFN/Attempt 8-9 iui April 2017 BFN.
May 2017 IUI BFP!!!! 
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I am sorry.

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I am so sorry for your loss!

Krystal - 28 - Future SMBC - PCOS - Pre-Diabetic - Insulin Resistant - MTHFR Carrier - Hypothyroidism - IUI on 3/20/16 - BFN | ICI on 5/28/16 - Positive!!! Sadly I miscarried on July 21, 2016 | ICI on 9/11/16 & 9/12/16 -  BFN | IUI on 10/12/16 - BFP Due July 2017!!

It's a girl!!! Genetic testing came back and everything is good!

Charlese was born on June 17, 2017 at 8:33 AM. She was the most gorgeous baby I've ever seen. She came into this world weighing 7 lbs and 5ozs. She was 19 1/2 inches.

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Sorry for your loss, I've been silently rooting for you!

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So sorry old mama. ❤

Baby #1 Erin 35 & Michael 39 (Met 3/98, Married 6/13). TTC since 10/08.
3 losses: 8/12 @ 8 wks (ep); 11/13 @ 6 wks (mc); 1/14 @ 5 wks (ep,tube removed). 4 NW Donor Cycles: all BFNs. IVF: E.R. 7/2/16---12 retrieved,  8 mature,  6 fertilized through icsi, 5 made it to blast! PGS results: 3 out of 5 perfect! E.T. 2 5 day blasts on 8/30! BFP 4dp5dt! 6w4d u/s confirmed: It's twins!

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So sorry sad

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I am so very sorry for your loss.

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So sorry :-(

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How are you feeling?

old mama wrote:

I lost the baby last night. Wed. night I had pain but no cramping or bleeding but cramping started Thurs. afternoon. I let things happen naturally. I know some of you have had cramping and bleeding and went on to have healthy pregnancies and because of that I will get checked out and retested next week but I don't hold out any hope. I don't regret trying and I had a fabulous week the time I had with my baby..and I feel that way about all my losses. I won't try again. I will have to pop on here to see what I hope are happy endings for the rest of you. Thank you for all your support.

SMBC: TTC since 12/2014: 3 home attempts: 2 BFN & 1 chemical. 3 medicated Dr assisted IUI's: 2 BFN & 1 BFP (04/24/15) with twins in May (new donor) MC with D&C @ 9w. 4th IUI 09/17/15: BFN. 10/15: hsg good. 11/15: BFN. 01/16: BFN. 05/16: Embryos arrested. IVF failed 06/16: KD BFN 07/16: KD BFN 09/16: IUI #7 with donor sperm BFP-MC at 9w w/ D&C. 02/17: diagnosed with hetero compound MTHFR & clotting mutation. 03/09/17 IUI #8: chemical pregnancy. IUI #9: 04/19/17 BFN LOOKING FOR EMBRYO'S TO ADOPT

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So sorry! I'm sure this is horrible for you, but your attitude for your week with your baby is so inspirational! I'm keeping you in my thoughts

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I'm sorry old mama. You remain an inspiration for me, and for many others here i'm sure.

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I just wanted to pop in and check how you were all doing...thank you for all your kind words. Progesterone held back most of the bleeding until Sunday and yesterday. It was almost a relief because I sure was in a lot of pain. I spoke to my dr. and I chose to just do pregnancy tests for the next few weeks until I test negative. I really don't want any other intervention. I am  sad and still don't feel well... but I do not regret for one minute trying. Like I said I won't try again...I did everything I could with the resources available to me. I have a grandchild due in April and a son and his fiancé who will need my help. I wish you all the best of luck and hope all of you find a baby in your arms soon!

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Old mama I am so sorry. I was hoping for a different outcome.  Please keep us posted on how you are doing and how things are with the grand baby. Hugs

SMBC: TTC since 12/2014: 3 home attempts: 2 BFN & 1 chemical. 3 medicated Dr assisted IUI's: 2 BFN & 1 BFP (04/24/15) with twins in May (new donor) MC with D&C @ 9w. 4th IUI 09/17/15: BFN. 10/15: hsg good. 11/15: BFN. 01/16: BFN. 05/16: Embryos arrested. IVF failed 06/16: KD BFN 07/16: KD BFN 09/16: IUI #7 with donor sperm BFP-MC at 9w w/ D&C. 02/17: diagnosed with hetero compound MTHFR & clotting mutation. 03/09/17 IUI #8: chemical pregnancy. IUI #9: 04/19/17 BFN LOOKING FOR EMBRYO'S TO ADOPT

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I am so sorry old mama. *hugs*

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I'm so sorry old mama. sad I'm praying for you.

Wife to DH with hypopitutarism and azoospermia
TTC~
Try #1 ICI 8/15 -BFN
Try #2 ICI & IUI 9/15 -BFP!

Abbigail Helen born 6/5/2016 7lb6oz

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my heart breaks for you.  i'm so sorry for your loss.  sending you lots of love!

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DH had vasectomy reversal October 2013. It worked!!!
Counts are low, varicocele surgery was in August 2014.
IVF February 2016 w/ICSI transferred 2 perfect blastocysts.  It's twins!!!!
Two perfect, beautiful boys born 10/24/16!!